I've been mustering up the words to type this for about a week now. Even though I've been very far from a prolific racer, I try to show up at the best every couple of years and then race for maybe a season or two and then repeat the cycle. My most recent race was last year at the September Nelson event and had a wonderful time even though I was on a slow as shit bike. I sold that bike soon after figuring something else would come along. Well, that time is now and I find myself asking if I really want to continue. First off, in my head I feel that by even asking the question, I've already answered that I'm done. Truth is, I never really raced to compete against others as much as I enjoyed the camaraderie at the track. Maybe that's my issue...I never really cared about winning as much as I cared about having fun. Now I'm beginning to think that the amount of time that I spend getting everything ready for what amounts to a couple of hours track time is even worth it any more. So what was it that finally checked you out of the game?